Chris Brown- Should’ve Kissed You

Where do I stand…

 

 

I’m staring down at the wooden table

Wanting to be as strong

Be as fucking stable

I know the rules

But don’t understand them

No logic behind them

Just mind fucking games

 

When do I start to feel, when do I start

To hurt, and bruise as easily

As I do on the outside  

Just want it all to go away

Skip the track and just move on  

 

You just don’t get me, maybe it’s me

Stopping you from knowing what’s going on

Or could it be you, you’re just not him

I hate the feeling of never letting go

 

I’ve been hurt so many times before

Now and then you bring just a little back

Small doses make it all okay

Given you a bit of me but it just aint enough

For this to go on

 

The longer you wait, the more it hurts

Realise you care for me makes it real

Don’t want to let you go

But know you have to

Do what’s best for you

 

Didn’t want this to change  

Trying to avoid the truth

Now I’m asking you don’t go

It was all genuine and unscarred

That’s what I loved

Kept me coming back 

  

 

Munoz, J.