Chris Brown- Should’ve Kissed You
Where do I stand…
I’m staring down at the wooden table
Wanting to be as strong
Be as fucking stable
I know the rules
But don’t understand them
No logic behind them
Just mind fucking games
When do I start to feel, when do I start
To hurt, and bruise as easily
As I do on the outside
Just want it all to go away
Skip the track and just move on
You just don’t get me, maybe it’s me
Stopping you from knowing what’s going on
Or could it be you, you’re just not him
I hate the feeling of never letting go
I’ve been hurt so many times before
Now and then you bring just a little back
Small doses make it all okay
Given you a bit of me but it just aint enough
For this to go on
The longer you wait, the more it hurts
Realise you care for me makes it real
Don’t want to let you go
But know you have to
Do what’s best for you
Didn’t want this to change
Trying to avoid the truth
Now I’m asking you don’t go
It was all genuine and unscarred
That’s what I loved
Kept me coming back
Munoz, J.